Life Of An Introvert

"They think a lot but speak little less". This passage can be used as an basic definition for an introvert. I'm an introvert and there are a lot of advantages and disadvantages of being an introvert. Let me say about it with my life experiences.

Being with right kind of people.
I always hated crowded situations. My worst nightmare is being surrounded by relatives who know me but I don’t know them. In that kind of situations I wished to be alone at my room doing something. This doesn’t mean I hate people. I like to be in the company of people who I know well and share common interest’s with. This allows me to keep my friendship circle short but strong.

Alone is strength

Some people don’t like being alone and always need company to make conversations. But for me being alone gives me peace and time to think. So I have taken vacations being alone and like to walk alone. And I don’t trust people easily. This is a both advantage and disadvantage.

Not Sharing enough

Opening up my mind has been always difficult to me. I don’t share my personal things with people. Even with my sibling’s. I started to write about my inner feelings but I decode it so that no one can understand it except me.

Difficult at expressing something

I have had difficulty at expressing love ,feelings ,hate, enthusiasm etc. I didn’t propose to the girl I loved. I hated some people but I just smile at them but avoided them gradually. I just wanted to say something to his/her face, but ended up doing it in my imagination.

But at the end of the day what you are is really that matters. I'm an introvert and I love my life for what is it. I wish to carry it with lot of challenges and tackle it in my way and finally end it peacefully. I would like to end this writing with a quote from tyrion lannister