My Entitlement To Love, Is It?

To love to cherish as long as we both shall live, every person's dream to enunciate these words to the one and only who means the world to them. Now the whole universe mostly conspires against us to make sure we only get what we are destined to. The assumption of every man being the sailor of his own voyage is false consolation. U are entitled to achieve only what you are destined to.

Its sad knowing that the one person whom I love at the moment so much doesn't even like me back. Why do I say only this moment is because future is uncertain. Have I confessed to them? No. Then how do I know they don't like me bk? Well their tone and the way they talk to me while looking in the eye tells the truth. My heart has beaten faster when I've taken their name, yes it has and I am not lying about this. The touch makes me melt leaving me to only to feel, an electric wave in my spine. Matter of fact is even though everything's clear in my head about how we don't have a future together, but I still can't really imagine a future without them. Probably they can't stand my presence in the same room probably they can, I don't know nor I intend to find out. I am happy in my dream bubble. But every time that bloody beautiful bubble breaks it stabs a hole in my heart leaving me with a hollow which fills yet again with their love, warmth, touch, electricity and dreaming about a future we aren't entitled to..