No Apology....

Let me handle myself!!!!!

I know I will be upsetting a lot of people by following my heart, and by remaining myself; but this time, I am not going to change for anyone. I had my share of pain and regret. My tears were enough to reflect my helplessness and dismay. I still recall those moments, when I was stupid enough to stay for people who pretended to care about my growth, when I was dumb enough to believe in the love they promised me, when I was compassionate enough to allow them to destroy my happiness, and when I was tired enough to choose their happiness before my smile, but not anymore. I honestly don't care if they are hurt by my growth, for I know that people who truly love and respect me, will stay by my side, no matter what. I am glad to realise that I shouldn't be apologetic about my dreams and ambitions. And if there's someone out there, who's hurt by my smile, I should deduce that I have already started changing for better I might sound selfish and probably even rude, but I have learnt to care about my growth, of course after giving away too much of myself to people only to be hurt later, and that is one of the greatest lessons life has ever taught me. My path is lonely, but complete. I no longer expect emotions which make me feel alive, for I have realised that my very own self is more than enough to bring me the piece i crave for. And it's been long, since I have actually started to live for myself, and hence, I am not going to spare any opportunity to heal. I don't regret growing as a person who I wished to be, and there will be a day, when people who cursed me, will be inspired by my very own vibe.❤️

- Hemant Pandey