143 I Love You

I was in class.
Suddenly my heart beat was increasing.
I am starring at the door.
She entered into the class.
She was beautiful.
I stopped blinking my eyes.
My ears are not able to hear the noise around me.
I was too funny.
I talk all non sense to everyone.
But not to her.
I spend a lot of time being with her.
But without seeing her.
When she pass beside me.
I skip a heartbeat and breath.
I have seen heaven.
I was too lucky to see heaven that many times.
I think something began in my heart
I can’t remove my eyes from her side.
I am not able to talk to her.
I smile without any reason.
I am idle but I was dreaming.
She was smiling at me but my eyes are blurring.
I am crazy about her.
I am mad with her love.
I think it began something.
It was a small distance between two benches.
Still it became closer.
Words with her are not stoppable.
Slowly sleeping hours are reducing.
Every time my phone vibrates ting ting.
It made me asleep all the night.
Suddenly I see her face in my dreams.
I wake up every morning.
I decide this is called LOVE.
She is my soul mate.
She is my destiny.
She is my dream.
She is all to me.
Life is a magic.
What happens no one can know.
It gave me an angel into my life.
I feel happy same time my heart feels fear.
I am not confused.
But I am not able to expose my feeling.
Not to anyone including her.
I want to freeze the time.
But I knew it was going with lighting speed.
I always feel the pain of love.
But same time I am blessed to have her in my life.
She smiles at me.
She talks to me.
She sat with me.
But I am not bold enough to propose her.
I hold her hand.
I forgot the world behind me.
I saw a new world in her eyes.
Only we both were there.
I spend more time with her.
But now she was not here.
Still I feel the hands closing my eyes.
I never knew it will happen.
What I did, why should it happen?
I forgot my face because of you.
This is my reality.
But now,
You are not here to expose my feeling.
Why should I expose?
All feeling need not to be exposed.
I believe one day you feel my love.
I will be waiting for that day.
It’s all my MEED to MY LOVE.