Like I Do

Like I do

Hey. Do you check your phone again and again, waiting for my message like I do?

Do you face insomnolent nights, like I do?

Do you still listen to Kumar Sannu songs?

Do you reminisce about me while listening to them, like I do?

These are some questions that pops in mind during my sleepless nights.

Though I had to end this, but the memories and the love we shared are still thriving somewhere in my heart.

You were the one who could change my melancholy and sadness.

How can I forget those days which I spent with you? They still stand out in my memory lane. Whenever I think about our first meeting, I feel as if I am living that moment again. How can I forget the proposal? Although that was done only for fun, but for me it was the best feeling that I cherish till now.

I had a crush on you from the very first day of my college but I never confessed it to you due to the fear of getting rejected.

After knowing that it was a prank and nothing was stern or serious, I actually freaked out. Who knew that it will be a beginning of our bond?

From watching movies, going out for lunches, walks and drives, I didn’t realise when I fell for you. Chatting for hours and hours, I never realised that the infatuation got transformed into deep love.

For me love is being secure and comfortable with a person and it evolves with the quality of time spent together. However, I never confessed it to you because every time I thought it may affect our friendship and the bond we share was really precious and important to me.

I still remember our late-night calls, talking about things which may sound weird, but with you being weird was fine.

But unfortunately, I had to end this. For me it was love, but for you it was only friendship. You were in love with someone else which made me shiver through my soul and heart. I didn’t want any negativity or pessimist aura from my side , that’s why I stopped talking to you and ended all this (which now I think was really imature of me).

I literally miss each and every part of the relationship we shared.

This may sound cliché, but I am still madly in love with you.

If you are reading this, I know that we don’t have a future together, but still I just want us to be happy.

Always yours

xx

-THANK YOU

Parul Alag