Self Doubt

Welcome back to my blog. It´s been a long time since I wrote in here. I could give you many excuses but writing them all down didn´t seem like the best solution. Sometimes we need time to think about ourselves, time to think about our people and so that we realize. Inspection is the first step for change and I realized that my thoughts are not the best ones. We can do so much more by just thinking straight. Deep inside we have the power, the will, the zest for Life. And we also have the opportunities. But for multiple reasons, we restrain ourselves from flying. Maybe it´s fear of uncertainty or simply because we are too lazy to make an effort.

In my case, I was clinging on to the past and I felt insecure about taking a completely different step. But deep inside I knew that I had a big dream, more like unrealistic dreams and I knew I could achieve them. But then at the same time, I felt powerless. Hence I had built a virtual world, a world in which I could indicate success, perfection, happiness and a lifestyle completely different from my real one. Well pretending these things isn´t very hard in 2019. And it´s going to get easier. Somehow I felt a spark of happiness in building this world. And soon the glow of that virtual world destroyed my real world. The world where I am a Teenage Girl who has dreams but doesn’t have the power to work to accomplish them. Paa has always told me that it is impossible being successful and happy without fighting unless you want to have them for a short duration. Being stuck in the past is like being stuck in times that will never return, hence won’t allow you to grow. How do you expect to grow when your past keeps pulling you behind?

Always remember that no matter how difficult and hard situations are, things are happening for a reason and they will continue to. Try to absorb energy out of everything and use this energy to achieve the best. Try to grow and don´t let other People influence you. Deep inside you know you are the best judge.

" The you that's had a rough week. You that seems to be under constant storm clouds. You that feels invisible. You that don't know how much longer you can hold on. The you that has lost faith. The you that always blames yourself for everything that goes wrong. To you.

You are incredible. You make this world a little bit more wonderful. You have so much potential and so many things left to do. You have time. Better things are coming your way, so please hang in there. You can do it."