✍️Writing! A Solace ..😇

Pain was at it's peak,while I was wondering,what will I write this time,my last wrytup for this internship. I felt a relief but there was an emotional emptiness.Writing was not at all a burden but a solace for my sobbing soul. Whenever I fought with lonely tears,it flowed freelyfrom my finger tips.🙃. A dumb lazy lass, with layers of fat. I loathed myself a lot because I couldn't find a single reason to love myself.A chaotic girl with self- hatred emotions,I wasunable to handle myself. I wasn't type of girl,who hardworks and score high enough to reach my parents expectations. Instead,anoisy girl,who opened her books,just 1day before her exams.Still was able to maintain good marks,mostly.I was always disturbed,breaking and living with unstable situations.

Some are lucky,they will get their choice and opportunities without much efforts.Both their likes and dislikes have space in their life.I still remember those days, whence I wished to perform on stage,just like my friends. ButI never suited that space ( but still Ifulfilled my wish on my last two years of my school

After that I learned,I have to leap over opportunities by overcoming my silly stupid fears. I was a person,whose knees hit in fear, whence faced audience.But later I was able tobe an irritating anchor on various events on college. How a stupidgirl could do this anchoring. ( yes, for me it wasreally big thing,as it was one of my dream).I slowly realized the fact behind my fearless words.It's because,I started to love me ,appreciate me.Writing was the way,where I felt myself good.Whenever I cried,felt weak,worst, I poured my feelings over it. This refreshed myself,making me more optimistic.

Yes!I too started earning a small collection of certificates through writing. Not the certificates but appreciating words and support which motivated me to write is the best thing happened in my life.After pouring feelings,I feel a huge relief.

There are lots people who supported, read,and shared my wrytups.At those moments,Inner happiness hugged me through whispering thoughts.That feel,when we write something, and people loves it, and appreciate us,is just awesome. Opportunities never visited me but I made guts to grab it.So grab your opportunities and go for your dreams.Don't impress others, just impress yourself,then everything will be in order.Am I right?

There were alsocareful readers,who openly discussed about my mistakes, showing my callousness.It was difficult for me to accept such silly mistakes.I argued but later I realized, we have to accept our mistakes, which make ourselves improve and move on.

At times,I thought of departing from this internship but lots of people's words forced me to stay and complete.Especially the words of my mentor,influenced me,boosting my spirits up to write more.

Whenever you fail to smile,impress yourself through your own talents. You will feel solace anda reason to look forward😇