An Introvert's Feeling

There are times when she feels awkward. Do not feel like having a conversation. Avoids people,even avoid her own emotions. No matter how hard she plans a conversation but in reality all she does is convulse and fret .

She contemplates more than she articulates .
She has conversations going on in her mind but does she fetch them in reality? She ends up looking like an awkward mess.

She wants to make friends, But whenever she tried her tonguefelt a little tighter and those idioms remain unsaid and her feelings remain unescaped.she feels nervous and fuzzy in her head. She hides behind the obscure shadows and seeking out for an escape. She wishes if interactions could have been a bit easier and if she could also smile freely. She builds up walls around her and never wants to break it. She feels to cherish her own presence than to blabber around with people. She walks way from herself . She looks out for herslef tries harder with a great deal of endeavour and alas! Despite all these she is left with blurry black desolations. She wonders ' is there an end to all of this?' she interrogates her why is italways her who endures everything.

She holds up for a hand to seek her , to make the first move to make things easier for her to 'her'.To make her life one of a kind. Introverts find themselves wrong in everything. They feel that they are not good enough for the world.

An american writer Susan cain said :

Many introverts feel there’s something wrongwith them, and try to pass as extroverts. But whenever you try to pass as something you’re not, you lose a part of yourself along the way. You especially lose a sense of how to spend your time.

– Susan Cain

An introvert stayed in their head. They spend most of their time with themselves only. They keep themselves within their mind zone. But its a misconception that introverts dont like to talking. They don't like to talk with one. They only talk with the people they find trustable. Being introvert is not easy its challenging.So,if you are one always remember you are a very nice person and there are people who love you