Truth - A Disease

Be aware : Diseases

Introduction:

Plague, Jaundice, Cholera, Typhoid, Leprosy, T.B., Polio and many other diseases were fought in past. But we, human brains has failed to eradicate mosquitoes. Nor we could stop Maleria, dengue or other diseases spread by mosquitoes.

Though we have eliminated many species from Earth, we couldn't kill mosquitoes. How sad it is? We can go to Mars, or Sun tomorrow, but we can't kill the mosquito species.

Whatever, without being involved in extra marital affairs, without smoking or drinking alcohol, without having any bad habits, everyone is getting AIDS and CANCER. There are many unknown diseases on which researchees are still being performed.

- Let's discuss about some diseases which we can cure or we can heal by ourselves.

Speaking truth.
Considering and being concerned about the organisation you work for.
Anxiety
Depression
Ego

are the major diseases of the present society.

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Speaking truth:
The disease which harms both the speaker and the listener. Which breaks all the relationships and sends one into his own mental asylum. My all personal experiences have gone fatal and harmful everytime I spoke the truth.

I can give you examples which will force you to think multiple times.

- As I'm working in a school, in a village of Rajasthan. I've told my Principal that he's worthless and has no powers of himself to execute nor has the capability of decision making. I may not be seeing it's effects now but someday I'll definitely watch.

We should always lie on customer service else we'd be fired from the organisation.

By and by I've suffered and suffocated through the same practice of telling truth.

Long ago, I've also written a poem on the truthful disease; full of truths.

- Considering and being concerned about the organisation you work for.

Many think and say, work for the amount you're being paid. I never did that, I've given much more, is the reason, sometimes I'm being scolded or mistreated. Though, my Previous has given me all the lineances or leverage, sometimes I feel pity and guilty.

I myself go to the vacant classes and teach them whatever I know and whatever I can, say the revision classes for other subjects.

Anxiety:

Anxiety and eagerness to help others has especially put me into invisible bars. I get hit and torn apart in those bars of emptiness.

Ego:

I enjoy none but I get it easily whenever I'm provoked. It's very difficult for me to control if someone says "you're wrong".

But, I guess, these diseases can be cured.
I'm well aware of the society and the disease it has. Hopefully, it should get itself out of it.

Expecting the results soon.

" Survey Janah Sukhino Bhavantu."

Truth

I had always sung the long songs of truth.

From the childhood, in moral stories, in Hindi, English syllabus, what we've learned was not to lie. Till fifth grade, in Gorakhpur my father used to buy me "Champak" which had many stories for kids. Whenever we were in market "golghar in Gorakhpur" or in train to Rajahmundry or Hyderabad dad used to buy "Champak". Counting the trees and the animals on the way, me and my sister has read and learnt many stories which must have helped us somewhere keeping moral values and to complete our "Hindi literature course".

Learning from the stories of textbooks like the son in jail bites the nose of his mother because she encouraged him to lie and to be a thief; has never interfered.

* During the same childhood I've learned that if a lie can save a life; if a truth is killing some one, better not utter.

* One lie leads to thousand consecutive lies as well.

I don't remember any event/happening I've lied till my adult-hood.

I'm from India and my Indian parents pushed me into Engineering.
I turned out a failure. Fortunately I've few friends; Madhusudan is one among and the only one used to phone me regularly.

In 2013/14 I went to Rajahmundry and had exams in the month of November. I had many backlogs I was studying". Continuously I was lying for the first time consecutively. This has continued till 2017, until I've done with my graduation.

It did not either affect or effect me apart that I felt, I've become a liar.

The second major season was when I was in Bangalore, the previous year July 2017. Whenever my mother has asked me about my breakfast, lunch or dinner I had to lie almost everyday.

There're no such instances I remember that caused me seviour effect or guilt with respect to lie. But truth has also given me pain.

One such incident was to tell the girl who was a Mohamadan that "I want to marry her and be with her all my life" when she has initiated about her marriage. It was a six months relationship, she had broken with my single statement and a phone call I made whose recording I've saved in my Google drive.

I've composed many songs for her during and after the relationship. I thought shell understand.

Maybe, she had other dreams...

By the way ahead are exciting stories to relate...

Jumping to whisper and other chatting apps

It's the world where people"change". Today someone may love us, tomorrow may not. Someone lies with interest, some with passion and few with necessity remaining with habit.

People feel free to express themselves when anonymous. Which happens in stranger chats. I see many lying to their spouses, dads, moms, kids and themselves.

When we observe the last part of lying to oneself; comes scenes, scenarios, theories and the facts.

Sometimes I feel stagnant,
Pregnant with lot of feelings in heart
A pagent
Flying like a peacock with glittering colours
Feel like breathing in shallow deep waters

And always I'll be lying to myself

I carry the ropes of happiness to jump into the oceans of life
I fall

I carry the salt and chilly in my hump
I swallow some bitter leaves
Fixing a bulb in my face

Still I feel betrayed

The victim turns to be me

The culprit turns to be me on the shadows of neighbours and their fables

I had a great time reading stories of cheating on whisper. People cheat because they're not satisfied. They lie because they cannot accept responsibility nor the burden of truth.

It is life where to survive without hurting others we lie. I've never observed any such serious effects because I've never seen.

World is huge with infinity of things happening.

Conclusion:

Maybe, I've never seen a world of lie or I've never seen the life in truth to determine the lie! Not sure. Perplex situations- frequently changing decisions... I may not be certainly concluding my topic here but yes I'll be learning my life ahead surely.

I've been
I'd lie to my parents
That I'm happy
I smile
To show I'm strong
It's a lie sometimes
I'd probably lie to my wife
Not to hurt her anytime

Following above cycle
I'd lead a professional life
In an unjustified, certain, immiscible lie.

In this life
Fear of lie and
Dear smile always lie
And will fade after circumfrating years