A Day Full Of Feelings

Dear diary,
I want to share my deep down feelings with you which I can't share with any body. I like a guy who is in my class. There are many guys much more handsome andattractive them him but my eyes are only stuck at him. I don't know what part of him attract me the most his eyes, his way of talking, his behavior, actually I don't know.

We are having same lecture room and same lab room. My eyes only finds him in lecture room and in my whole lecture my face turn at 90° and I stocks him.When he sees me back I blink my eyes and suddenly see somewhere else.In whole lecture I see my teacher less than I see him.

In lab lectures I know the place where he used to sit so intensionally I sit beside of him so I can take all the opportunity to talk to him. I always have excuses about the errors of the programs and I always go to him to fix them. Sometimes I think he gets irritate by me but what can I do? lab is the only place where I can talk to him and get interacted with him.

My eyes says many things to him but his eyes are not clear to me, he also have some feeling for me that would be of accepting me as a friend or can be some close relation. He also look at me with feeling ful eyes may be there is something by his side also.

Please God, make him as my friend. Please God bless me with the powers so I can also attract him. I want him in my life. I don't know what to do to attract him but I know my love is pure, one day he'll definitely come to me and say me I love you. I have the patience but I can't stop stocking him.

Oh dear I really love you.

Your love.