Silver Lining Playbook.

Clichés. I mean I love clichés. I live for them. I mean who doesn’t right. When you know this has happened before and will continue to happen in the same fashion, without change or without fail, until the final clock ticked it’s last second, I mean let’s be honest here, that mean the word has ended, or at least is about to be, anyways RUN for your lives then, fuck clichés. Having such feeling can be liberating and shackling at the same time. Even the ending of the world is a cliché now, that’s how much this world love clichés .Anyways, if clichés happen in your life I mean they are bound to happen, I mean It could be the very reason I’m writing this whole thing. So it is then that you have the opportunity to keep this with you or just let them be. In the end you are your own master, even a master debater can’t argue his way into you because let’s agree all the people just can’t be reasoned with. So without stealing much of the limelight, I’ll throw the light on why I actually began with cliché. So here is my cliché hope you enjoy reading it.

So,

As you know I’ve been trying this Silver Linings thing recently right. I am looking more on the very small but always present silver lining in things, events, just about life in general. I hope you do understand the need for people to actually have a good endings. I never used to like the idea in general. I mean life is pretty horrible in itself. “You won’t have good ending in real life because life doesn’t work that way!” was my thinking until something horrific went down upon me. Thence I’ve finally understood all of their desires to watch a good ending in front of them, because their life sucked anyways. So my story about my childhood or the way I was raised might tell you about the kind of person I thereafter came to be. Which frankly enough you loved, I mean you really loved.

So,

We finally begin our ride into what made me what I am today. So yeah we all go to places right, different places, different time zones? But for me I liked to switch places. I don’t know why I just can never be content of what I have. I thought and for a long time what I’ve been characterizing as innate human nature, was actually something I should have taken ownership of a long long time ago. Another actual human characteristics, which actually have been proven to be innate in every living creatures, especially us. The Primmest of all Apes. Is what got us all, I mean I wouldn’t be writing this and you wouldn’t be reading this, ergo us, here in the very first place? And that singular unique feature being, to bond cause no man is an island right? Well guess not because everyone has this feeling. This tingling sensation. This want to find people alike you. People who may actually share your world view. So what happens if one can’t shun this feeling down, or you know just can’t stop listening to that particular track. That track which always trigger you up. So you do set your foot out. So for once you would want to think that maybe forming these bonds is the silver lining here. I really hope if you are ever at this stage in life, these bonds do turn out to be all the silver linings you need. Unlike me, you wouldn’t have to find these linings in the very fine print. Because what do you do when you don’t have them anymore. I can make this even more clichéd than it actually is by saying that I was betrayed by them, by telling you they all hung me out to dry like I was never a part of them, then again why would I do that?

So,

It was not what we began as. It doesn’t really matter what I have with you would last, or you would also be “the somebody I used to know”. Unless it comes to that I’ll only look at the silver lining because that’s what keeping that song at bay. It wasn’t until you showed me how, thanks for it by the way. You showed me how to keep all my demons from engulfing me. (Another cliché, that’s why I took a lead with it). I would cherish the time we last, if we don’t for some or the other reason. I know people do find a reason to not stay with you. You have to be the understanding one here. You have to understand why they did what they did, why did they averted you, why did they started behaving as strangers all so suddenly. Thereafter give them the benefit of doubt. Think that whatever they did was justified. They must’ve had a reason. Just when you thought you’ve made your point fair and across. They unintentionally (I mean you give everyone a benefit of doubt so why not to them) hurt you. Some imprints were that deep, you had to cut ties with them. They left no other option. With this goes the complete line of reasoning explaining their behavior. You will never get to know that because life isn’t fair.

So,

Finally, Hey have I told you about this new silver lining thing I’m trying out. So my silver lining is that I’ve got you. Even if I lost you somehow. Thereon the silver lining would be that I have myself. The earlier I accept the fact of who I am and learn to be comfortable with myself, the better. So the real silver lining here is to accept yourself and learn to value your own company. Also please can somebody stop this song now it’s enough!

Also don’t forget EXELCIOR

Yours lovingly

Pat