wait, i've been thinking about you

you've been on my mind for quite a while now.
I still remember meeting you for the first time in that dark old garden that smelt of rotten flowers but somehow my brain could only capture your scent

wait, because even though we might be done , I still have to tell you about how i want us to talk one more time so that I can laugh till it hurts, cry till it hurts.

wait, I haven't seen you in so long
have you lost weight?
did you get a new haircut?
even though it would kill me to see you again, I'd take the risk.

wait, I know we were nothing
to you I was ordinary
to me you were abstract, something i could only feel.

so just wait for a while.
in my arms, I just need to be reminded of your scent again.