The Perfect One

Dear friend,
I know it's been 10 years since we have last communicated. But in these 10 years I have travelled a lot, learnt a lot and understood a lot.....but I have never understood you.

You are really rare,in fact, it's after I graduated,I got to know how rare you are. I never found anyone else like you.But there are some questions unanswered in my mind,and I would like you to clarify them.

Why were you always there for everyone, when no one was there for you to wipe your tears?
Why did you always advice me,if the only result would be me not listening to you and then regretting it?

Why did you always call everyone during their birthdays, even though most of them forgot your birthday?

Why did you always smile in front of us, though always behind the curtains you would be crying?
Why did you say 'love betrayed me' and yet maintained a cordial relationship with your ex- lover?
Why did you seek justice for the entire women hostel for equal rights to get out of the college, when nobody cared to support you?

Why did you tell us to do our records on our own,if you were anyways going to help us with it?Why did you help us again, even though we did nothing for you?

Why did you say 'everything is going to be okay',when it wasn't going to be good for you?
Why did you love everybody,in spite of leaving you in pieces, everyone and every single time?
Why did you say ' beauty lies in imperfections', when you were too perfect for anyone?
I'm hoping for a reply . Please make it as soon as possible.And also one more thing,
Why do you prefer letters, when we have emails now,my CEO friend??
Yours truly,
Admirer.