Tell Me Your Way Of Being Loved

I see him when he keeps his wallet in the almirah. I love it when he smiles seeing his mobile. People tell me, see if he is cheating you. All these don't come in my mind. I love to see the way he care for others. When he combs his hair, his eyes shines like diamond. I cannot stop myself from smiling at that time. When he wears a shirt and look in different angles in the mirror, I notice him but I try to look in a different way so that he doesn't catch me staring at him. I try to show off that I'm into some work in my laptop. Yes I'm busy but I cannot miss those moments. It's totally one sided and I love it.

I feel happy on Saturdays because I know the next day I will see his smiling face when he will return home from his work. An infection happened in my earlobe due to wearing heavy earing and at that time everyone was forcing me to wear the same earing while my earlobes were bleeding. He took a stand for me and asked everyone to back off. I could not say anything because it's a new house. I didn't know anyone. That day I saw his care for me.

I imprinted that time in my mind in such a way so that I never forget. I may not be a perfect match for him like everyone says. I accept it that he look far better than me. He deserves better.

I like when he shares his small chips packet with me. Before taking his first bite, he searches for me in the entire house. When he comes and asks for a cup of tea, I feel very loved. I proudly can say that he never checks my phone and never invades my privacy even if my phone rings at night. He never asks a single question.

When he drives and I look at him by the rear mirror, I see his bushy eyebrows and a cut mark beside it. When I notice a drop of sweat on his forehead, I say I'm feeling hot and he put on AC for me and adjust the air windows so that I feel comfortable. People would tell us crazy because our fightings are also very cute.

I sometimes get really irritated with his childish behavior. I really feel sorry for yelling at him because of his little mistake. I want to disclose a cute mistake of him. He drinks water from the bottle and never put the cap back and when it's time to refill the bottle, I have to search everywhere so that I can find the bottle cap.

When his work is done, he leave his cupboard open. Now say! I had to come down from bed to shut it again and again.

One day, a unknown bird came at our house and she is so little and cute. He brought a dropper for that bird and my mother was forcing that bird to drink a mixture of salt sugar and water. He asks to leave the bird alone and his sentence made me look at him in a different way. He made that bird drink on her own. The moment was so beautiful that it really touched my heart. I feel a sense of regret of not capturing the moment in my camera but let just say it is there in my heart and that's the only reason, I'm able to share this small but precious incident with you all.

What can I say!!

I really fell in love with him, again that day.