A Short; Short Something

I have been drinking for a long time and can't ever think about leaving it because it has always made me the person i have always wanted to be, a person who is not afraid or closed minded to talk to a stranger, a person who is free from all the stress a child born in a middle h class family have; shit that happens to everyone at a certain level on intensity because of which these children tend to draw out for stuff like alcohol cigarettes and other drugs to cope up with the pain they have had stored inside of them for a long time

Firstly it was just for fun a few drops of beer and some vodka in the chilling areas of mussoorie it was an endless night, a night where i was free from all the stress, free of all the hellish thing our parents called politeness that same politeness that have made me to respect everyone but never love anyone.

I was alone by the time i felt that hit of alcohol and it was something my words can describe but it was those precious night that made me realise that i should we should not do whatever we are told because

“Nobody's perfect even adam and eve fell for the apple”
The first two to love each other, the ultimate creation god made it was neither their choice nor did they knew what will happen to them. Maybe it was a test or god knew he had made a mistake by creating something he was not able to control so it made them imperfect just like people around us do to us they make us imperfect so that they can take advantage of us manipulate us make us do their bidding for themselves make us believe that we can’t live without them; yes it is hard to live with someone whom you feel attached to but there's a limit to everyone’s control

As a stranger said
“You are not the only one with brain we just use it for love and people like you do it for love rather than techniques”