Unknowingly Depressed...

You will never notice it as such but it will be in you, it would bother you and it would destroy you every now and then. Does that happen that sometimes you smile even though you are screaming inside?

When your tears and sorrows are converted in a fake smile

When you feel alone even when you have a crowd beside

When you tend to get lost inside your mind

When your story have the greatest dark side

Then you know that you are Depressed....

Many people think that depression is when you scream, cry, get hyper and be sad but the true page shows that depression is actually not being able to do any of that.

And it can’t actually be defined in words , it’s hell that resides in you. And it’s not a state of mind it’s a complete other story. No one wishes to have sleepless nights,dark days,grumpy mornings and experiences life as a dark tunnel which is never ending , depression isn’t a disease its an affect that impacts your mind and results on your life.

People who aren’t aware of or deny to accept the facts are labeled as judgemental. So this is to make things clearer that depression isn’t a choice. It’s when your mind decides to murder you.

Depressed people drink their own pain but their pain eventually learns how to swim.
They are fighting a battle where every breath is a war and evidently they are losing it.

Our mind either gets way too hyper to an extent when people call us mad, or it drops at a point where we are called depressed

And somewhere deep down we all are depressed . Come on even you had those days in life when you don’t even wanted to exist, depression is living those days as every day of your life.

There was an incident in Latin America where a father once told her daughter to do anything that makes her happy,she had poison because that depressed 19 year old chose death over a dark life.

That’s something that we indirectly do to ourselves I find myself guilty for this as well we need to open up . Our closed minds have several million thoughts running inside like blood in our veins. We close our mouths to invite stress. Let’s all express what we have really got. Let’s save ourselves from the storm that might form ,let’s be happy, let’s be free, let’s do what we always wanted. All of us surely have dreams and plans for future just try your level best to at least keep yourself happy and happiness of the soul multiplies when we spread happiness.

Or else it would be too late to realize

For when you feel like you are losing yourself,
in reality you already have.

~Gauri Singh