Deep within me, I know this is never gonna be true but stillI dream of this, I smile like never before. Like the people have not seen me laughing for ages now sees me smiling.
My dreams are not just a sweet flashes going on but a deep desire within me.
I imagine myself happy again without any hesitation. Like no-one's going to hurt me. They'll be always here beside me holding my hands and making me feel there presence.
My astonished eyes will be watching theirs that how they are enjoying my company.
Isn't it something really much to expect. But can't help that's how I want to live.
The magic in my dream is, I see him smiling and playing with me, Chasing me and the eyes screams never leave me.
But in reality the things are different. They are just opposite to what I dream.
Agony of my life is how could I even want him back when he never searched for me. How could I think of meeting him when he didn't even bothered to wait for me.
My heart now knows how to become tough to close the doors for the person who breaks your heart into millions pieces.