How curiously we think about our first love,those feelings, getting close to someone for the first time,all those butterflies in our stomach,that excitement to meet everyday and that first time when even affection seems as love because actually we don't really know what love is . Everything your partner does for you,it feels so good that we don't even think if it was right or wrong. Everything is new for you and maybe that's why everything feels so good. That first time when we really want to be around someone, we are raw at that time , totally new to such things and we don't think much while doing something and that's why most of the times we end up hurting ourselves.
Somewhere between these relationships and friendships, we forget ourselves as we give so much to make these work. And at the end when it doesn't work we feel disappointed,we feel lost and that's when we think that life has almost ended. We all wish our first love to last but for really few people it lasts because at the first time only few people can truly understand what love is , not all . Love is not something that binds you with someone,love is something that keeps you attached but still gives you the liberty to yourself. Love is something that lasts forever and until it doesn't last forever don't even term it as love. For a few days or even months, it may seem like this is what your life is all about but as it fades, your true love, your first love isn't the same anymore . It is just something you regret or want to forget.
How silly is this ,we always term our first relationship as first love but mostly it's our last one which is our first love,the one which last forever. It is the one that doesn't make us want for more, which finally tells us that we don't need anybody else. That's the love which is true and that's the love which is our first . There's no thing as first love or last ,it's just love,the one and only love we have in our lifetime. All our life, searching for love, changing partners, there are so many times we claim to be in love. But at the end ,it's just one person we feel it for,we feel for real. We don't feel the need to move on ,to end even when things aren't alright because we know there's nothing ahead this one love.