She doesn't know
With her presence
The fragrance of her sweat come
She doesn't know she's dark
And I imagine her hair
Over there
She's not aware
I care for her
And am ready to bear
Not naked
Not bear
But I want her in my arms
To see her smile
To listen to her
To bother
To trust
Even in the worst times
I've supported her
Is it wrong if I imagine
Her in my arms
Not to wet my bedsheets
Just to love
Not to lust
Just to trust
Even in the times worst
I'll not propose her
Because, I've been through
Another example
Where I've asked her for marriage
And she denied
Now this girl is from some community
Where she got engaged too
And...
Coming to the adult part
Yes, I watch porn
Sometimes romantic
Sometimes BDSM
And spitting at voyeur
BTW
I'm not a freak
Nor psycho
But I need all those
From one
Or many
Not looking for blowjob
But yes, don't mind fingeing her ass
Will be ready
To help her orgasm
With my toes
I imagine as every other man
I'm a failure
As I can never do
All the above mentioned facts
Performing is different always
I may need experience
But, I'm a fresher
And scared of going to them
The fragrance of prostitutes
But the one I like now
Will be happy smiling with her
Till she's available here
No further oversmart steps
I'd take
Just smiling with her
In her sweaty fragrance!!!