Adult 17&18 October

Through the window she was looking. Looking with her deep eyes. In the mirror opposite- to her deep navel. It was quite beautiful (as usual as she observed every other woman's).

She was of thirty seven and from past thirty years she was dreaming to meet her prince. For everything there is a price -to be paid.

She has already paid the best and the most valuable price called time. The time which has never given her any opportunity to speak, to be frank, to express herself - to anyone.

She was an orphan who has managed to be a bar dancer for sometime with the fortune of "not sleeping with anyone ( because she was neither crispy nor charming).

It was the hot summer (as in deserts), when she was walking on some unusual - random street when she had a glance to a room where a man was holding a woman in her arms staring into her eyes and her navel was visible. They were whispering for a while and she was crying.

The tears sprinkled on her cheeks were salty harsh which has burned her cheeks for sometime. Few, she tasted and few has tasted her breasts amidst her slave flesh which has never enjoyed slavery

In the fear

In the sorrow

-no love to borrow

In the moon

Was none

To kiss her lips

None to touch

None to smooch

It was 3 am, the next morning after her dance she has come out.

Has seen men smoking

The women there

With the cigarette

With the pipes

And her hollow heart

Was aching

As estates were yet to be harvested

"Yielding blessings for mankind".

In her solitary

She began humming...

And was walking on streets. Night was dark and deep. Even the moonlight was asleep.

A blind begger has begun his instruments blindly in response to her humming. They continued until there was harmony. At one point he paused. Observing it she paused too. She heard him crying.

Holding his hand she continued her song... They had few stories to share thereafter.

The blindman had few of his fellow beggers who earned by music troops. It was years past. How they disappeared was unknown. Her touch was mother's touch for him.

She was so moved that she asked him for marriage. He denied because there was no job he was holding. As soon she heard his response she has decided to have a family.

She said

" Not for the lust I wish you

Nor for the thirst I shall kiss you

The tears in your eyes

The fear of your demise

Hasn't touched my soul

It was my touch

'A mother's touch for you'

My flesh is aching for

To be a mother

To love

To be loved

Everyday...

To begin their life they were ready but they had no plans.

He said that he had some money saving and the money was with a noble man. Whom he trusted and had a word with couple of years ago in the similar dark night.

They went to his house with their kind request. He has given twenty thousand rupees to him. They both were very happy. The blindman took three thousand rupees and went to purchase dress for his wife. This is when the noble man has seen her face and has desired her to be his wife. Though aware of the fact he has told his heart to her. ( It is always that many people consider or get it wrong or misunderstand love as lust. ) She said " I'd have said yes if I'd have met you yesterday. It is today which makes difference because I'm committed."

He didn't utter a word but he couldn't stop staring her imagining the love he'd get in her arms. She was not that beautiful or pretty or other words which describe woman's body and beauty but she was something he wished for in his late twenties to settle with.

The blindman has come with clothes and has gifted her. He asked noble man to bless them as he was the only one whom he trusted and has saved his earnings.

They took blessings and she went to change her dress. She observed that he's staring her. It was her, her face, her eyes, her lips, her neck, her navel. Not her breasts, not her hips, not her genitals and not her thighs. She was of thirty seven and a bar dancer. Though she never had been with man but she was aware of HIM. The noble man was loyal and frank about his decision and the feelings he has expressed. And with the same honesty he went to her when she was naked and said "I'll be waiting for the day you'll give me your love and I'll dissolve in it". Holding his hands she sat in his lap and explained to him that she is already in love with the blindman. She took his hand and placed it on her breasts and genitals and said "I know you don't need this! I can't be with you even for a single day because I am for him. I've offered myself already." I'll come to you one day when the God will gift you your heart, the day my husband will die." She kissed him and left.

The blindman said " I'm so blind that I couldn't see your beauty nor the saree I've gifted you and started weeping". They went to a hotel to celebrate their first night the nupital night. She has ordered dinner to the room and started feeding him with all the love. She slowly removed her dress and has given it to him to touch, to feel the soft saree. He smiled and tears sprinkled on her cheeks again. She rubbed her cheeks against his and hugged him. Feeling her nipples on his chest he shivered, quivered a little.

Then he felt her hair, her kisses, her breathe. She has showed him everything for which he was weeping. He started feeling his genitals erect. It was the first time in his life he even felt it and was wondering. She kissed him and told him to calm down. Placing his fingers on her breasts she begun explaining him. She took them to her waist and below. He caressed it, touched it, felt and asked her permission to kiss. She laughed.

It was the first time her clitoris was touched. And soon she was wet. She explained him nothing but has asked to continue the way he likes. He was unaware of the things and has never heard about. She sat in his lap by inserting his penis in her vagina and rubbed her nipples with his chest.

Soon he felt some liquid which was blood. She asked him to taste and he did it in dilemma. For a while discussions and explainations happened. Exploring each other's bodies the night passed.

After couple of days she found a book of her lyrics compositions. The immediate thought was to visit the studio.

They went to noble man for his favour. While going to him, even for a second she never had a thought that he'd ask her body in return. This was the level of maturity she has in response to the pure thought he had and expressed. On the way she asked her husband about the treatment of his eyes for which he denied and they moved on to recording studio.

The cd was out in the market and the things has happened with the help of noble man.

Soon she was pregnant. The happiest news ever for blind man and her. She for the second time asked him regarding his eye treatment, convincing him that they had money with them. Obeying her they went to hospital with faith and were dreaming to see their children.

It was not the disease but the blindness. Doctor explained the same. They had to return back with fruitless efforts. He was unhappy for unable to have a look at his progeny. He didn't express it to her. On reaching home she heard their children crying and started feeding her. And expressed her desire to feed him as well. She took his head to her breasts. She was very happy expressive and delighted! He was not comfortable but she explained him and feeded him with joy. He said that the milk is tasty and want her to taste too. She brought a glass. Filled it and both began drinking together. They were unsure of this relationship but it was happening and its life they've seen blindly.

The next day had dark sunlight against their soul. They happened to visit noble man and express their joy in life. She asked him the reason not to marry even after an year for wh

He replied that he's unable to imagime anyone except her. He tried though! He tried watching porn, tried to stimulate his desire and his penis which couldn't happen. Now when he has seen her face, he wanted to kiss her, love her and be in her lap. This was the first time she had a desire to love him - to be loved by him.

The next day she was going to market and has met her. The lady because of whom she's living her present life. The lady in that room who was in man's arm. Whose navel was similarly and equally beautiful as her navel. She was a bar dancer too. Her colleague, mate, friend who had a different story of her life.

Years ago she was married. She left her job and didn't dance for a couple of years until she had kids. Her husband loved her like an angel. But the thing she didn't like was ( he was over protective and caring. For instance whenever he inserted his penis and she felt pain he kissed it and soothed it and waited for sometime so that she won't feel the pain at all. But she didn't like it because with the time and the age her passion grew wilder.) That is when she desired wild men. She has begun to continue her job at bar and in nights she used to pick men and describe her desires which became kinks later.

; To this lady she told her story and desire to get loved by the noble man for which her obvious response was "yes". The next moment in the afternoon she went to his house and asked him to drink her milk. With respect and honesty he said he'd do after few days- after developing friendship with her. She smiled and has understood that she was wrong at her place and should have remained silent. But, now there was no way out. She cried in herself all the time he was in her lap and was kissing her lips.

She has learnt that though men are dogs whom she has seen in bars there are many humans who need to be loved first and have sex.

Days passed and her agony too feeling bitter and slowly failing to sleep in the arms of his blindman able to sleep in the arms of her blindman. One day she decided to explain her husband and she did. He smiled and asked her wishes he didn't fulfill. There was no wish which he never fulfilled because she never wished any. As her man was blind he always followed her words assuming her every word as her wish. Apart from; he never wished anything except asking her to taste her milk when she was feeding him.

That's what he has told and consoled her by promising no harm and saying that "even if she had slept with him he'd never had left her". But she was completely broken after this incident. After few weeks she met her friend and siad all happenings for which she has laughed. "Until you feel guilty you can never be happy. Feel the boundary less passions and desires that you fly with the winds of desire."

Again her mind was forced to think and visit the noble man which turned fruitless because he didn't touch her. He was staring her in her eyes, touching and kissing his lips with the sweet hugs of love. While she was craving for him to see her with his eyes and describe which her husband couldn't. And today she was free because her husband has uttered the statement. With unfulfilled lust (which was induced, injected to her mind by her devil friend) she stepped out. In the cab she found aan and wife fighting for the silliest objections and and the nature of dumbness and numbness has filled their relationship. She was happy that he never beat her and realised again that her friend is always convincing her for sins. As she went back to home she finds her husband with noble man. She was worried and was scared. The noble man has expressed his wish to marry her and loved her from the first day he saw her. He even has told him the statements she has used to be loved by him on those two particular occasions/days (whenever she was convinced by her devil friend).

Agreeing to the fact that he was blind and she want her beauty to be seen and described (as an ordinary woman) he asked him one day of time.

"Please give me my daughter which is the only thing I've in this world and you're free to go as you've dreams and desires to be fulfilled. I'd never stop you and will always be happy for the time we've spent together. I'd believe that it was the only time mentioned in my destiny. The songs we sung together and the time we've spent in recording studio. The time we spent in bedroom till the day you didn't needed someone with eyes was the best time. It's been two years and I'm happy."

She had no other choice but to go to the noble man (the one who's noble and has clearly defined his way of living and caring). They officially got married and it was the second nupital night for her. She was nude in front of him. Even today, after two years his eyes had no lust, he didn't see or look at her breasts, her genitals not her navel. Asked her to sit in his lap and just loved her. Kissing her lips and forehead. Thanked her for many times. Throughout the night and loving her.

She couldn't love him. She was in sorrow. No desire to be with him. The next morning she resisted and told her that she cannot love him. "You wanted me to drink your milk and today I was about to ask you." He said and she feeded him. The next day she cleared that she cannot continue for which he agreed.

Again she was free to leave.

She was going to temple and found the man who was fighting with her wife one day. Initiated a conversation to learn the reasons. He said "reasoning and arguing do happen in life sometimes, it doesn't mean that one would opt for divorce. As the conversation went deeper he had a desire to kiss her for which she agreed. It was the only kiss nothing else. And she started for temple. She was in agony, pain, anxious, broken, and wanted to be with the blind man. She went to temple to regret and cry in front of God and share her guilt with the only goddess.

She find the blindman begging in the temple and her daughter was dancing.

She collapsed in front of him and accepted all her sins and requested for forgiveness.

He was missing her too. Her daughter cried for days sir milk. Maybe he was no more interested in tasting her breasts.

He said " I'm still blind". She cried and cried.

To begin a new life and a new way to start he begin teasing her. Took her to the bathroom and started teasing her breasts, kissing her genitals and so on...

The sex they've done so far was not something they are going to do from today. He began biting her lips, nipples and fingering her genitals. Trying all other positions by asking her what does she want.

After learning these many lessons from her the noble man married a blind girl.

16-10-18 to 17-10-18

For story writing competition.

Adult 17&18 October

Through the window she was looking. Looking with her deep eyes. In the mirror opposite- to her deep navel. It was quite beautiful (as usual as she observed every other woman's).

She was of thirty seven and from past thirty years she was dreaming to meet her prince. For everything there is a price -to be paid.

She has already paid the best and the most valuable price called time. The time which has never given her any opportunity to speak, to be frank, to express herself - to anyone.

She was an orphan who has managed to be a bar dancer for sometime with the fortune of "not sleeping with anyone ( because she was neither crispy nor charming).

It was the hot summer (as in deserts), when she was walking on some unusual - random street when she had a glance to a room where a man was holding a woman in her arms staring into her eyes and her navel was visible. They were whispering for a while and she was crying.

The tears sprinkled on her cheeks were salty harsh which has burned her cheeks for sometime. Few, she tasted and few has tasted her breasts amidst her slave flesh which has never enjoyed slavery

In the fear

In the sorrow

-no love to borrow

In the moon

Was none

To kiss her lips

None to touch

None to smooch

It was 3 am, the next morning after her dance she has come out.

Has seen men smoking

The women there

With the cigarette

With the pipes

And her hollow heart

Was aching

As estates were yet to be harvested

"Yielding blessings for mankind".

In her solitary

She began humming...

And was walking on streets. Night was dark and deep. Even the moonlight was asleep.

A blind begger has begun his instruments blindly in response to her humming. They continued until there was harmony. At one point he paused. Observing it she paused too. She heard him crying.

Holding his hand she continued her song... They had few stories to share thereafter.

The blindman had few of his fellow beggers who earned by music troops. It was years past. How they disappeared was unknown. Her touch was mother's touch for him.

She was so moved that she asked him for marriage. He denied because there was no job he was holding. As soon she heard his response she has decided to have a family.

She said

" Not for the lust I wish you

Nor for the thirst I shall kiss you

The tears in your eyes

The fear of your demise

Hasn't touched my soul

It was my touch

'A mother's touch for you'

My flesh is aching for

To be a mother

To love

To be loved

Everyday...

To begin their life they were ready but they had no plans.

He said that he had some money saving and the money was with a noble man. Whom he trusted and had a word with couple of years ago in the similar dark night.

They went to his house with their kind request. He has given twenty thousand rupees to him. They both were very happy. The blindman took three thousand rupees and went to purchase dress for his wife. This is when the noble man has seen her face and has desired her to be his wife. Though aware of the fact he has told his heart to her. ( It is always that many people consider or get it wrong or misunderstand love as lust. ) She said " I'd have said yes if I'd have met you yesterday. It is today which makes difference because I'm committed."

He didn't utter a word but he couldn't stop staring her imagining the love he'd get in her arms. She was not that beautiful or pretty or other words which describe woman's body and beauty but she was something he wished for in his late twenties to settle with.

The blindman has come with clothes and has gifted her. He asked noble man to bless them as he was the only one whom he trusted and has saved his earnings.

They took blessings and she went to change her dress. She observed that he's staring her. It was her, her face, her eyes, her lips, her neck, her navel. Not her breasts, not her hips, not her genitals and not her thighs. She was of thirty seven and a bar dancer. Though she never had been with man but she was aware of HIM. The noble man was loyal and frank about his decision and the feelings he has expressed. And with the same honesty he went to her when she was naked and said "I'll be waiting for the day you'll give me your love and I'll dissolve in it". Holding his hands she sat in his lap and explained to him that she is already in love with the blindman. She took his hand and placed it on her breasts and genitals and said "I know you don't need this! I can't be with you even for a single day because I am for him. I've offered myself already." I'll come to you one day when the God will gift you your heart, the day my husband will die." She kissed him and left.

The blindman said " I'm so blind that I couldn't see your beauty nor the saree I've gifted you and started weeping". They went to a hotel to celebrate their first night the nupital night. She has ordered dinner to the room and started feeding him with all the love. She slowly removed her dress and has given it to him to touch, to feel the soft saree. He smiled and tears sprinkled on her cheeks again. She rubbed her cheeks against his and hugged him. Feeling her nipples on his chest he shivered, quivered a little.

Then he felt her hair, her kisses, her breathe. She has showed him everything for which he was weeping. He started feeling his genitals erect. It was the first time in his life he even felt it and was wondering. She kissed him and told him to calm down. Placing his fingers on her breasts she begun explaining him. She took them to her waist and below. He caressed it, touched it, felt and asked her permission to kiss. She laughed.

It was the first time her clitoris was touched. And soon she was wet. She explained him nothing but has asked to continue the way he likes. He was unaware of the things and has never heard about. She sat in his lap by inserting his penis in her vagina and rubbed her nipples with his chest.

Soon he felt some liquid which was blood. She asked him to taste and he did it in dilemma. For a while discussions and explainations happened. Exploring each other's bodies the night passed.

After couple of days she found a book of her lyrics compositions. The immediate thought was to visit the studio.

They went to noble man for his favour. While going to him, even for a second she never had a thought that he'd ask her body in return. This was the level of maturity she has in response to the pure thought he had and expressed. On the way she asked her husband about the treatment of his eyes for which he denied and they moved on to recording studio.

The cd was out in the market and the things has happened with the help of noble man.

Soon she was pregnant. The happiest news ever for blind man and her. She for the second time asked him regarding his eye treatment, convincing him that they had money with them. Obeying her they went to hospital with faith and were dreaming to see their children.

It was not the disease but the blindness. Doctor explained the same. They had to return back with fruitless efforts. He was unhappy for unable to have a look at his progeny. He didn't express it to her. On reaching home she heard their children crying and started feeding her. And expressed her desire to feed him as well. She took his head to her breasts. She was very happy expressive and delighted! He was not comfortable but she explained him and feeded him with joy. He said that the milk is tasty and want her to taste too. She brought a glass. Filled it and both began drinking together. They were unsure of this relationship but it was happening and its life they've seen blindly.

The next day had dark sunlight against their soul. They happened to visit noble man and express their joy in life. She asked him the reason not to marry even after an year for wh

He replied that he's unable to imagime anyone except her. He tried though! He tried watching porn, tried to stimulate his desire and his penis which couldn't happen. Now when he has seen her face, he wanted to kiss her, love her and be in her lap. This was the first time she had a desire to love him - to be loved by him.

The next day she was going to market and has met her. The lady because of whom she's living her present life. The lady in that room who was in man's arm. Whose navel was similarly and equally beautiful as her navel. She was a bar dancer too. Her colleague, mate, friend who had a different story of her life.

Years ago she was married. She left her job and didn't dance for a couple of years until she had kids. Her husband loved her like an angel. But the thing she didn't like was ( he was over protective and caring. For instance whenever he inserted his penis and she felt pain he kissed it and soothed it and waited for sometime so that she won't feel the pain at all. But she didn't like it because with the time and the age her passion grew wilder.) That is when she desired wild men. She has begun to continue her job at bar and in nights she used to pick men and describe her desires which became kinks later.

; To this lady she told her story and desire to get loved by the noble man for which her obvious response was "yes". The next moment in the afternoon she went to his house and asked him to drink her milk. With respect and honesty he said he'd do after few days- after developing friendship with her. She smiled and has understood that she was wrong at her place and should have remained silent. But, now there was no way out. She cried in herself all the time he was in her lap and was kissing her lips.

She has learnt that though men are dogs whom she has seen in bars there are many humans who need to be loved first and have sex.

Days passed and her agony too feeling bitter and slowly failing to sleep in the arms of his blindman able to sleep in the arms of her blindman. One day she decided to explain her husband and she did. He smiled and asked her wishes he didn't fulfill. There was no wish which he never fulfilled because she never wished any. As her man was blind he always followed her words assuming her every word as her wish. Apart from; he never wished anything except asking her to taste her milk when she was feeding him.

That's what he has told and consoled her by promising no harm and saying that "even if she had slept with him he'd never had left her". But she was completely broken after this incident. After few weeks she met her friend and siad all happenings for which she has laughed. "Until you feel guilty you can never be happy. Feel the boundary less passions and desires that you fly with the winds of desire."

Again her mind was forced to think and visit the noble man which turned fruitless because he didn't touch her. He was staring her in her eyes, touching and kissing his lips with the sweet hugs of love. While she was craving for him to see her with his eyes and describe which her husband couldn't. And today she was free because her husband has uttered the statement. With unfulfilled lust (which was induced, injected to her mind by her devil friend) she stepped out. In the cab she found aan and wife fighting for the silliest objections and and the nature of dumbness and numbness has filled their relationship. She was happy that he never beat her and realised again that her friend is always convincing her for sins. As she went back to home she finds her husband with noble man. She was worried and was scared. The noble man has expressed his wish to marry her and loved her from the first day he saw her. He even has told him the statements she has used to be loved by him on those two particular occasions/days (whenever she was convinced by her devil friend).

Agreeing to the fact that he was blind and she want her beauty to be seen and described (as an ordinary woman) he asked him one day of time.

"Please give me my daughter which is the only thing I've in this world and you're free to go as you've dreams and desires to be fulfilled. I'd never stop you and will always be happy for the time we've spent together. I'd believe that it was the only time mentioned in my destiny. The songs we sung together and the time we've spent in recording studio. The time we spent in bedroom till the day you didn't needed someone with eyes was the best time. It's been two years and I'm happy."

She had no other choice but to go to the noble man (the one who's noble and has clearly defined his way of living and caring). They officially got married and it was the second nupital night for her. She was nude in front of him. Even today, after two years his eyes had no lust, he didn't see or look at her breasts, her genitals not her navel. Asked her to sit in his lap and just loved her. Kissing her lips and forehead. Thanked her for many times. Throughout the night and loving her.

She couldn't love him. She was in sorrow. No desire to be with him. The next morning she resisted and told her that she cannot love him. "You wanted me to drink your milk and today I was about to ask you." He said and she feeded him. The next day she cleared that she cannot continue for which he agreed.

Again she was free to leave.

She was going to temple and found the man who was fighting with her wife one day. Initiated a conversation to learn the reasons. He said "reasoning and arguing do happen in life sometimes, it doesn't mean that one would opt for divorce. As the conversation went deeper he had a desire to kiss her for which she agreed. It was the only kiss nothing else. And she started for temple. She was in agony, pain, anxious, broken, and wanted to be with the blind man. She went to temple to regret and cry in front of God and share her guilt with the only goddess.

She find the blindman begging in the temple and her daughter was dancing.

She collapsed in front of him and accepted all her sins and requested for forgiveness.

He was missing her too. Her daughter cried for days sir milk. Maybe he was no more interested in tasting her breasts.

He said " I'm still blind". She cried and cried.

To begin a new life and a new way to start he begin teasing her. Took her to the bathroom and started teasing her breasts, kissing her genitals and so on...

The sex they've done so far was not something they are going to do from today. He began biting her lips, nipples and fingering her genitals. Trying all other positions by asking her what does she want.

After learning these many lessons from her the noble man married a blind girl.

Finish

16-10-18 to 17-10-18

For story writing competition.

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