A Letter To My 45 Years Old Self

To my dearest inner own ,
Some people are old at 18 and some are young at 90 , timeis a conceptthathumans created. No matter how much agedyou become, you will always remain my true self . My that true self whichI am creating in 2015, so that , my 2060 self will thank me and will be proud of me. It is a wonderful pleasure for me to communicate with my 45 years old self. And I guess it is also going to be avery enchanting experience for you , to communicate with your more determined, more self righteous14 years younger self .

Dear future self, parents are like our friend philosopher and guide. The sacrifices,the beliefs and valuesparents implant in theirchildrenhelp in determining the person they grow up to be . As I still live under the ernest careof my parents I am not aware of the lifewhich is lived apart from them. But I think its very difficult . I knowin the age of 45 you are away from your parents and not living with them. I know that you miss the comfort of thelap of your mother on which you used to put your head and felt the soft hands of mother going through your hair. You felt so relaxed and safe .The delicious food that she cooked specially for you . The lullabiesthat mother used to sing in her sweetest voice to just make you fall asleep . The sacrifices that father made to just make your future bright, always readyto help you in studies even after coming from office tired andfatigued, their cooperation towards you in every single step of your life . Their happiness always laid in your happiness, in your achievement . My dear self it is heartilyrequest to you not to hurtthem in future and always take care of them as they did to youin childhood.

‘ Friends are the family we chose for ourselves ‘ - Everyone cherish and treasure their childhood memories when they are fully grown with a dozen of responsibilities on their shoulders . In the busy stage of life , everybody wants to relax , everybody’s wish is to just visit their past and mainly enjoy the school days . You recollect those charming days with your friends , acting like insane in public , quarrelling with each other , stealingtiffin and facing group punishments . I knowthat you have still treasured your school days memories . Those memories in which you had shouted and danced with your friendswhen you got to know that any maths teacher was absent. Memorise that you had bunked the computer and yoga classes, enjoyed group punishments for not bringing the copies. You must have not forgot the moment of sharingtiffin with friends before the lunch bell and extendinghelp to each other without thinking of your own sorrow and pain . My dear self if you still have the connectionswith old friends thenI am very excited to know that how they will be lookingand how they will be doing .

I wonder that the 14 years adolescent girl matured into a respectable citizen andliving a fantastic family life with her own incomewhich is really very fascinatingbut I could realize your childhood nostalgia, a best part of your life.

My 45 years old self I am not aware of my future and also don’t know that what are you doing but I want to remind you those thoughts and dreams that you have at my stage . you alwaysbelieved in positive thinkingand doing good to others . you weremainly affectionateto the less fortunatepeople. you always had the plans for doing somethingnew which would made them happy. Do hold onto them