Baggage

With every downfall you have in your life you carry baggages - tons of anxiety, fear, running away from reality attitude you pull these baggage every where you go, building a wall for yourself hiding from all the saviors and for once when you let down your wall for someone who somehow managed to reach behind the wall passing through all the baggage but ended up piling you up with more bags. That is precisely how life works. It always surprises you with something you believed you'd never have to face.

so how do you deal with the surprises that life throws at you ?? You can't just sit within your wall with all your bags and wait for more surprises to come your way, can you?

But do we have an answer for this? after all the things that you have been through will you ever be ready to lower your wall for someone? 

Perhaps you don't have to!! The only reason that someone can walk into your wall and load more bags is because you are in a position to accept it :) and you take it because you believe you deserve it, just like they say "We accept the love we think we deserve" but you are naive to the reality that there is a magnificent wild world out there where you can find love, acceptance, belonging, and so on. That you are entitled to, That is stored for you <3