I preferred the serene silence that had engrossed us; the silence that moved from you to
me and vice versa,maybe, but hey, I can listen to something: your little whispers into my
ears, every morn, my replies that would leave you unearthed and abashed mostly, the
sweet-little-nothings that you would quipp in each time succeding to lift me up from
meloncholy to your peppy world of light-hearted mistakes, the biggest being me. I know
this moment would never return. Oblivious to everything we stood numb, just feeling
each others aura. The longest pause in my life, I could say, save those mornings where
the folds of my bed sheets could not find you, those noons where my cell forgot to
rejoice to and fro with your name ringing each time, the evenings where the sun was
naughty enough not to spend some more time with me, the night when my bolsters
would be happy to find no replacement; and those sleepless nights but with dreams
meant to be shattered the next morning. Silly me, oh! think I fancied hearing heart beats;
are they really mine or your, still finding means to beat inside the dark shell I created,
with those empty folds, blank calls and sleeping pills that were never meant for its
namesake.
The disillutions perished as the lift struck its well versed tune with only two passengers
in it.
"Excuse me! I think, I've come a wrong way. I have to leave."