Scared Of Failing

She is scared of failure, and he had failed his whole life that's what made him Pursue her to fail in something, and she wanted him to stop her she was scared to fail scared of letting people down and scared of knowing the fact that she won't be complete if she fails But one random day she woke up and felt like she was not herself she was, and in pain, pain she could not understand, pain that was above the things she could comprehend. The facts were clear and so were the reports, The reports she wished she could have failed in being a disappointment once, for once she could have failed, and be proud of the fact that she failed, but her fate was clear to make her sit with two options Either lose her spark or lose her faith in god, The one who had sent her to live, live like she wanted to and die like she wants to. If she was bold enough to not to fail in anything(except once) she was ready to make life take a retest for her. Her failure was what made her rise from her deepest depths and maybe a stranger who had wanted her to fail just for the nag of it but when vodka talks shits gets real he becomes(well everyone) becomes the philosopher of the world who just wants to treasure every moment with her and keep it locked in his happy memories, but when his darker side shows up he sits alone in despise and blame god because he has nothing else to do.He couldn’t even keep a promise to meet her, so he nags him all day long and pretend that everything is fine when he talks to her but it's not, he breaks sometime when he’s alone for a split-second he breaks for her because he has been breaking for others his whole life, and she the one he can contribute to for a better or worse, He’s still a stranger to her who loves her laugh her “whatever” when he annoys her smile whenever she smiles her pain when she’s not in the mood to text he loves it all he wants is her to use that failure and make it her weapon and march through the people who think she’s not worth anything that she’s not worth the things they should be doing for her that she should get her head straight, well she is straight she beat god in his own game and leveling up at every stage of it. And he knows she’ll beat the boss every-time even though he failed at doing the same, and her battle scars will be healed by him.