The Nightmare

It was a dream that appeared every day for so long. It was a bit emotional and included so many sacrifices. There are plenty of articles, blog posts and conversations about my dream, people complained about. Let me explain what I am going through all day.

I get up so tired every day not having a peaceful sleep during the night as I wake up multiple times hearing some noise.

All my works are done incompletely; it can be from brushing my teeth to dinner.

I get ready for the office every day but having vibes like someone is puking or pissing on me.

I do hear very loud noises of someone crying which is extremely uncomfortable.

I do hear the word “Why” 500 times in a day.

I wore a new dress but someone has thrown sour milk on my dress, the milk appeared again as soon I changed my dress.

I forget my phone every time when I put it down.

Started spending bucks on things like pacifiers, and cereal.

Her smile is worth a million dollars, desiring nothing other than such moments in my living.

I see same Peppa Pig cartoon on a loop playing for more than years.

Getting a new phone or buying something I love is no more crazy stuff.

My bed is full of toys, my room too. I arrange and it is the same as before after 5 minutes.

I miss going out with him on every date and outing with her friends, I miss sharing the joy and happiness of feelings about my bestie wedding.

Kissing her forehead after I rise up in the morning and observing her face before I sleep is the greatest wealth of my life.

I can feel my mother’s true love so-called Selfless love and realizing her advice was the best

#This isn’t a nightmare, but a journey of Parenting. It goes on and on and on, it’s both heaven and hell having a child.