"Why I Don't Fall In Love...."

"Why I don't fall in love...."
So, it's the loves week on the roll. Some hearts are getting crushed,and some are uniting into one. Every time I look upon my feed,it's full of love,posts and write ups. Many of my friends have even asked me to write something about valentine's day but I have never had one.

Love for me, was never about the worldly norm of spending time in park and restaurants or exchanging parents of getting intimate. Love is the rarest of the rarest feeling which I believe, whose presence would have the power to shake me up from top to toe. I would hate the bewilderment in the beginning yet i would still strive for more. Love would bring a smile on my face not because I don't love her but because I don't failed to envy her. I am a human and you know, I know,everyone's know, humans are born to hate and one cannot be blamed. But love would be different altogether.

With everything on the line, love would also come with expectations. However strong you are, at the end of the day, you're a hopeless romantic douche bag who would worship his love and would end up crying in the corner if the devotion gets unrequited. Love would bloom your boulevard but would also pave your way to the graveyard of heartbreaks.

I fear oblivion. Life has been one hell of a ride of me. Everything comes with an expiration date. It takes more than a life time to find love and when you finally get to her, love would be lying on a cold bed with her cringed up fragile body holding your hand and feeding on your heart.

I'm not complaining about love. Love is beautiful but at the same time, it's scary because if I get love, I could not afford to lose her even though I know that at some point, l'd have to.