For The First Time – The Taste – The Change.

For the first time – the taste – the change:

One day, I was wearinga new pair of sheos. My ankles and the feet failed to adjust. I could literally feel the difficulty, “For the first time – the change.”

Now, the ‘List- Off’ sessions, February has already placedthe videos on ‘Vimeo’. I have opened thelink. I thought, it was to confirm whether my movie isuploaded. But it was not! I was shockedto watch the HD movies where as mine is a mobile phone captured one. I continued watching and thought – ‘If this is what my list has and is the first time I am watching this (the particular movie – whatsoever) then probably / of course my movie forother person would / should be the first time and won’t he / she be curious as me to watch ‘for the firsttime’.

Similarly, it is with life. I’ve tasted it (the experience) in my life for the first time or for theseveral times for the otherperson – would obviously be the first taste, which could be bitter, better, wonderful or whatsoever!

Let’s discuss: Today morning, I was watching the videos. Videos with content were shot in very high resolution and the clarity was undescribable. I was shocked and later felt happy and proud for my video that someone would be watching my videos as well!

I liked many videos but they’re asking to choose only two which is unfair. Why would someone watch videos if thay’ve to choose any two / only two.

“Similar is the scent and the taste of a woman!”
The girls: Choosing your ear-rings when going out with your husband is very important. Similarly hismood, I guess you are theone to choose it. ‘The girls’, I’ve never been with but have always dreamt of. Walking with her, running forher, for friendship, for herdreams, for her echoing heart, I ached.

What has happened next? I am still single. In the parks, in the movie theatres, on the barks of trees – I cannot write just my name alone. I never meant to roam on roads but I’ve lost something. In thestories of love with the pictures of colours and flowers, I was never stolen. Keeping myself pure without any bliss has always bothered me. Still I don’t know, I’ve never learnt to flirt with’em.

To get married, to wish for, to see the dreams, not sure what do girls think? Dillemma has still not disseappeared.

She’s a common sense of a common man
She’s a fresh page ofeveryday
A smile and a smell; heavy as hell
Changing shape like a moon,
And certainly a creative boon
A patience with a pain,
A dream which can never drain
Alas! A selfless flower which bloom
A pride and honour felt every moon
An option and opinion to share
A process of avoiding though caring
A continuous game of life-saving.

I believe, that is what is happening in the society nowadays!

Live examples: Getting back to the topic, I was in love with a girl. It happened that, I had to propose her one day. I did- which was my first time.

First time winning third prize (any prize in any competition) in an essay competition and it was published by monomousumi. I wasthrilled. I tasted it and it wont be a great thing forme the next time.

In 2018, we went to ‘innovative film city’ in Bangalore. There was a water slide and it was my first time. Here, it happened that ‘for the first time I didn’t/couldn’t know what was happening.’ At the second instance, I was aware! For the third time it was old for me.

‘Andamaina Anubhavam’ ; The songs ofthis movie are highly impressive and very famous. I was very much eager to watch and finally the show was on ‘Teja T.V’ early in the morning but after the movie, things evaporated. Does this happen with everyone?

My brother in-law has told me an example from his life about poetry. He had written some poetry for his sister’s competition, in which she has won some prize. Similar was his dancing experience. Now, he’s not into it!

For the first time – the taste – the change.