I'm Shy And I Don't Know Why

10th grade:-

As i set there in englis class,

i stared at the girl next to me.

she was my so-called "best friend"

i stared at her long, silky hair,

and wished she was mine.

but she didn't me notice me like that,

and i knew it.

after a class,she walked up to me and asked me for

the notes she had missed the day before.

i handed them to her. she said 'thanks '

and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"i want yo tell her,i want her to know that i don't want to be just friend,

i loved her but i'm just too shy,

and i dont't know why.

11th grede:-

the phone rang. on the other end,

it was her.she was in tears,

mumbling on and on about how

her ove had broen her heart.

she asked me to come over

because she didn't want to be alone, so i did.

as i see next to her on sofa, i started at her on soft eyes,

wishing she was mine.

after 2 hours , one drew barrymore movie,

and three bags of chips,

she decided to go home.

she looked at me , said 'thanks"

and gave me a kiss on cheek.

" i want to tell her ,i want her to know that i don't want to be just friend,

i loved her but i'm just too shy,

and i dont't know why."

senior year:-

one fine day she walked up to my locker.

"my date is sick", she said,

"he's not gonna go " well,

i didnt have a datein 7th grade,

we made A promise that

if neither of us had dates,

we would go togather just as a 'best friends"

so we did.

that night , after everything was over,

i was standing at her front doorstep.

i started at her as she smiled at me

and staarted at me with her crystle eyes.

then she said:-thanks " i had the best time, thanks!!"

and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

" i want t tell her ,i want her to know that i don't want to be just friend,

i loved her but i'm just too shy,

and i dont't know why."

a day passed, than week, than mounth.

before i could blink, it was graduation day.

i watched as her perfact body

floated like an angle

up on stage to get her diploma,

i wanted to be he mine-but

she didnt notice me like that , and i knew it.

before evryone reached to home,

she came to me in her smock and hat,

and cried as i hugged her.

then she lifted her head from my shoulder

and said- "you are my best friend,thanks"

and give me a kiss on cheek.

" i want t tell her ,i want her to know that i don't want to be just friend,

i loved her but i'm just too shy,

and i dont't know why."

after a 4 mounts .... I got massage of her friend .

"she has just ha an eccident and is hospitalized i cometo your house,

we have to go there now."

by the time i reached there i was probbly late.

and could not even hear her voice.

when i visited her home after a week .

i got her diary

one day letter:

"i cried while reading the last page."

i read something like that

"i started at wishing he was mine,

but he doesnt notice me like that

and i know it.

i want to tell him , i want him know that

i dont want to be just friends,

i loved him but im just too shy,

and i dont know why.

i wish he would tell me he loved me!"

But now.. I want to see her as a friend or maybe best friend again.