Soulful Eternity

She was an introvert all quite and calm. Watching the always frenzy crowd she used to wonder about the reason behind her silence. Yet, the answer was never revealed. Not all introvert's story remains all plain she had a miracle approaching.

He was tall and fair, the popular one of the gang you may call. On one summer morning when all was quiet even the silence in the wind was felt, it was at that moment when he approached her with his proposal. She was all stunned over what was happening. She did not reply though she had a huge liking towards him, all introvert act. For the past three years he's been having a crush on her, unable to express with the feeling of rejection he kept his emotions all within himself. But how long will that prolong, so that's when the decision over reality struck him and he made his move.But later things changed, she was ready to move it forward. But when all was new...she wasn't aware of the lover goals..neither she cared... All she thought was, love is the word of silence.

It was good but it wasn't the perfect if not perfect it had no meaning. Both loved each other unconditionally but there was no meaning. Something was not right. He wanted a hug but she insisted on bond of strings binding their heart. He leaned in for a kiss but she wished for a silent understanding without lusty move. He was her's and that's all she cared. But all he understood was she lacked confidence over him and denial of trust was how it was framed. Mutual separation was how it ended.

All was fine...untill

You seem to move on after this act, but somewhere behind there's a feeling of missing your whole heart midway. Infact, you can never come out of it that easily. Honestly how many of you have trained your matured mind to avoid stalking your ex's profile during the initial stages of breakup? None right? Be it mutual separation or a cheated relationship initially the breakup phase begins with depression turning into anger.

Isolation prevails and one one day true colours will flash only when the reality strikes.Even after years you'll be reminded over your first love. It really has an essence which none can quench. At times, there always lingers a hope to get back together but your matured mind pulls you back reminding what is needed and how it's not right. But if there's something which remains as an impeding scar then it always is the daysof first love.

Love has various forms..the one who rejoices each and every ounce of it will eventually face the life in a better manner. "I can't live without him", is a lie that you tell yourself...