Stop Pretending To Be Loved-2:)-

I always had this one question in my mind.

Am I worth Loving?

Is there really someone who just doesn’t want to pretend like loving me…

With all my Flaws and Feebleness……….

I admit I have Insecurities.

But, I just don’t want people to know that I have Many…

So, I pretended Like I don’t have any!

I think that is Making me Weak!

The voice from inside of me…

Which wants me to be the brave strong girl that I used to be….

Always reminds me not to make anyone feel hurt...

 Just coz I am…

That hit me Hard.

And the Forever question Echoed inside my mind!

Do I even deserve to get hurt?

It replied…”Patththu poruthamum pakkava iruku pangu”

And all I could do was hide behind laughter like it never hurt!

And I grew into that habit...

Hiding behind My Smiles…

My Attitude...

My Ego.

My Complexes…

Just to pretend that I’m still the STRONG, BRAVE girl that everyone used to know.

And for you who read this…….

Pretend that I Asked, Now answer the Question!

“Is that Impossible to wear an identity without becoming what you pretend to be?