It's funny how your brain decides to take you on a carnival of convoluted thoughts when your body gives the slightest cue of being at rest.
Getting reminded about the number of friends you are losing because of your lack of participation , the assignment that you have been postponing indefinitely , the malnourished beggar that you chose to ignore ; all at once is indeed gut wrenching.
You can feel your head sinking into your pillow like an anchor being lowered down to the seabed.
Every breath feels inadequate .
You feel discombobulated until sleep annexes your partially caffeinated and entirely exhausted body , which hopefully gives you enough strength to strive another day .