Lost In Familiarity

All the new faces all around me
Hanging like pumpkin lanterns on Halloween
Looking for some familiarity
Hate small talk, I hate to admit

You're not here
So I'm trying not to tear
Apart, finding my home
In someone else's arms
They say it in my ear
But I don't seem to listencause
Fears, regrets, oh dear
Wish we lasted at least a year

All the bright lights from the ceiling
Hanging like shadows with no feelings
Looking for some real thing
Hate smiling with no meaning

Oh you don't know how it tears me apart
To search for you in someone else's arms

Everybody keeps telling me
There's plenty of fish in the sea
How can I take someone home tonight
Cause the lights have gone
The curtains are drawn
And whatever I am, that's just not me