Almost Me

Is this my truth, or my performance?

Is it love, or just the illusion of being loved?

Is it the peace I want, or applause?

Or am I just playing a part I never chose?

Is it joy I seek, or the envy it sends?

Do I crave the dream, or just the shine it lends?

My heart stays silent, my eyes pretend,

I chase the end, but not the end.

- Ritwik Raj Singh