Somepart Of Me

Silent world an empty core...
Lifeless heart beating a few beats more

Somepart of Me❤
I don't do the girlfriend things.
I am not a hearts and flowers kind of guy.
I don't make love...
This all I knw
His last text read.....
Something inside me broke as I read each and every word of his text...
Something inside me screamed whyyyyyyy?????
My voice was too weak to reach his ears but was enough to burst me into tears ,
I sat completely shattered and lost.
Looked into the mirror...
Cursed myself for being so ugly in the world of beauty nd brains.

Something was changed today,
Something was changed today....
Honestly for me everything was,
I had n numbers of questions running through my mind...
Some part of me wanted to dial his number and ask him why?
Some part of me never wanted hear his voice....
Somepart of me wanted to relive all those moments ...
Somepart of me never wanted to see him again....
Somepart of me ......
Ammm it ws all messed up...

I laid in my bed drunk, broken, crying......
Thinking of those beautiful eyes,
That breath taking smile,
Those demanding lips and
that run your fingers to settle me hair.....

Is my heart is gonna crave for him forever?
Maybe?
Maybe not?
But somepart of me belonged to him....
And few beats of this heart are always going beat for Him.

Dear love...
I don't know I can still call you that or ever had a right to call you that.I look for you in every passing car and on those familiar roads.I feel your presence in those busy mornings, silent evenings and sleepless nights. They say you can never unlove somebody you truly love. No matter how many times I try I can't bring back the time. From meeting you daily to seeing your pictures time has changed you but I am still the same. I re-read those old conversations, laugh and then try not to cry. Those words, those stupid fights and those never ending nights but today ignorance is the words which has replaced all. Somepart of me still wishes to hear your voice.Telling me that you are still mine.