Long ago,I became obsessed with a reality.…

Long ago, I dreamt of that actuality. ..

Time passed and it became my nationality. .

And somehow, it became- the curse-

To my identity...

They asked why you are called that?

It's a long story -i don't deny that..

Let us come in and we shall pass by ..

Know the truth and leave the rest..

Thoughts - that often ponder..

Opinions that often differ..

Interests that often vary..

References that often change..

Is it my mistake that I often like them to share?

Mindsets that deteriorate...

Feelings that fall apart ..

How do I change? How do I carry on?

with a curse that was once a blessing...

They know...

They understand

They desperately fall for it..

And when rejection they face ...as they don't really fit in....

The curse- is what they awake ..

How do I tell?

How do I express?

That it really feels deep ..

That it breaks apart everything that I love...

That it forces me to change the beauty within..

And that it restricts me to be my own self...

I don't know the conclusion..

I don't know the exact definition..

All I know is that ..this curse ..that I intentionally made for myself just because I was curious to learn ..

Just because I wanted to understand will remain ..

Long and forever....

The curse-"universe"

#universe

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