An Ode To The Past

Have you ever wondered why...
when your heart breaks and then heals,
there are still cracks that are unhealed?

Have you ever wondered why..
when you give someone your heart.. they take it and stomp on it until you’re in tears?

Love is as delicate as glass,

once broken it can be fixed,
but sometimes it just can't.

I was always told to get over you, but it’s so hard to let go of the things you never really had...
Right my love?

You said I'd never understand your pain...
So what am I feeling now?

I'm being tortured by the only man I've ever loved...
Physically and mentally...

What happened to you?
Has the darkness finally taken over the sanity you once had...

Although you left my body untouched and untainted...
If someone would just look deep inside they'd see the scars you left behind...

But do not worry they've made me stronger...
I'm not a fragile little bud...
I've finally bloomed into a beautiful blossom...
And.... No matter how many times I say I'm over you...
You always manage to sneak back in my mind..
Loving you was my favorite mistake.