Tired

 I always thought it was mutual,
Feelings were on the same way.
For you it was just a time pass,
You used my heart to play.
We talked like we were lovers,
Ah! What else should i say?
Your lies were so expensive,
That my trust is going to pay.
You were in my everyday,
My every breath called your name.
It was me with expectations,
I am no one to blame.
I miss you every second,
For me you are always here.
Everytime when I cry looking at our old chat,
My heart reminds me that you don't care.
I wish i knew this before,
That this path was never cleared.
Your intentions were like that of a broken glass,
And i was walking without getting feared.
Now I don't know what to do,
It kills me when I see that 'Online'.
How should I resist myself,
Ugh! I am not at all fine.
I love you beyond your imagination,
I also don't know how.
Okay enough of your mind games,
This heart is also tired now.