To My Love...

Hello love,
I may not be able to tell you all this in real life ever you know why because we are never ever again going to meet, never going to be together again I would never again see you smile, never be able to see your soul through your eyes and so, I am penning down some unspoken words in this sheet of paper .

I fell in love with you the day our hands touched each other. I still remender the touch of your rough hands it said something to me I felt something, I know I am sounding a bit cheesy but believe me this is how it started but before I could realise something truly, it ended.

I have always been a big fan of love stories and true love and I believed in it. Little did I know that those were stories and stories never become the reality of our life. Either my love for you wasn't true enough or something called true love does not exist.

And I think the latter is true because if crying in the bathroom every day and then coming back with a smiling face, wetting the pillow every night with tears for someone else is not true love then I don't know what is.

Every day of my life was like someone saying to me
You are not allowed to love him
You are not allowed to look back to those magical eyes even if you shared a stare
You are not allowed to miss him even if you miss him...
You'll never know how much I loved you how much I still love you. It's not your fault, the fault is all mine I couldn't be the girl you had always dreamt of I couldn't make you understand my feelings for you, but if you ever read this...

Please know that I have always been yours. The two years of my life were all yours and I still don't know that if I would be able to forget you ever!! I would always miss your touch, your essence, your perfect jawline, and your perfect smile. I wish you a very happy journey in life and may you get the girl you have always dreamt of even if its not me.

And a last request if our paths ever crossed again please look upon me with a gentle smile of recognition.......................

Always Yours,
Love