I'm Nirbhaya Speaking

‌We came out of the theatre, he told me it was a good movie. We were happy,after so long we had got time to spend together. It was quite late ,so we decided to head to home. There were empty roads and then I saw a boy in a bus. I asked him where the bus the heading and he said the same location we had to go to. It was really late and we wanted to go home as soon as possible so we didn't enquire any further. We went into that bus ,the thing I regret the most now. There were about 6-7 people including the bus driver. We thought it was late that it why there were less people ( another misunderstanding). Still we both were really happy, it was our day as we had thought till then. But soon things weren't happy anymore.Bus moved in another direction,not in the one of our Destination. He stood up and asked why we were heading in a different direction. A polite question answered by a too much violence.

I was there,I saw it with my eyes, they beated him to death.I was abashed. I tried to stop but what could a woman do in front of those merciless men. I wanted to cry out ,I tried calling for help but no one was there and what could I do in a moving bus. After trouncing him, they dragged me. What happened next is probably the most difficult thing to tell for any girl. One of those people, he dragged me to the rear of the bus, hit me with an iron rod . I was unconscious by then. Knowing nothing what was going to happen next . I felt them grabbing me, tearing my clothes,I wanted to resist but couldn't . Hoping unconsciously that some miracle would happen but nothing happened,they went on.They torn off my clothes and the same iron rod which was used for hitting me in the head was used for penetration. Yes,they penetrated an iron rod in me. My intestines,my whole body felt as if someone had torn me into two pieces. I couldn't feel alive anymore. I couldn't feel anything. I just wanted to be home,I wanted someone to pick me up and comfort me . But expecting anything was getting too notional. After penetrating an iron rod ,they didn't stop there, grabbing my parts, penetrating him into me. They all did it,not just one but everyone. One by one, killing me little by little. After torturing me inside out,they threw both of us and there we were, partially clothes on road. I was still hoping someone would take us to the hospital or some miracle would happen and things will change. But nothing happened till the next day. Someone saw us and took us to the hospital. I fought and fought ,for my life. I constantly thought if we hadn't gone to watch the movie , nothing would have happened.

What wrong did I do that this happened to me.I wanted to scream and tell the world how I have been treated,how they tortured me. But they didn't even leave me in a state to speak anything. I couldn't even tell my story to the world, I couldn't say how mercilessly they treated me . All my dreams, everything I had thought for myself got shattered in just a night.