It's a very fascinating feeling when we get to know what are we passionate about. It makes nights sleepless & automatically starts daydreaming. The thought of what next!!?? plays with the mind. And mind again reflects into the past which is an unrealistic reality, ultimately starts ruminating about the future...! The deadlock between mind and heart is ineluctable. And because of the ambiguous nature of society mind wins & we again switch back to what we were going through which is ephemeral and then again back to the same deadlock.
To be deadlock free "just need to fly with the time...!!"