So I'm Gonna Love You Like I'm Gonna Lose You

Dear future lover,
"Here's a few things you'll need to know if you wanna be
My one and only all my life
If you wanna get that special lovin'
Tell me I'm beautiful each and every night"
-*Meghan trainor* crooned
Hey! Will you stop hiding in there the unrealistic expectations girls have for you?
This isn't another letter asking you to be peter kavinsky or Augustus waters , before let it get us straight, fictional boys are too good to be real , aren't they?

How does Netflix and chicken biryani sound for our perfect date?
Tell me why your name is pronounced the way it is?
What name do you want to be called by if you had a choice. May be I should call you Peter to my Lara jean .

What do you think about forever? Is it composed of something for nows Or something reserved for the instant future?

What kind of legacy do you want to leave behind?
Do you keep finding homes in prople or in places you have been?
I want you to tell me how the world has been unkind to you ? About the first girl you loved when you were fifteen and why she fell for your bestfriend. ? How adulthood has dwindled your relationships or friendships that you thought were *forever*?

Do you believe in God? If love is your religion I would spend the next 69 days worshipping you. Hey! That was not a sexual joke ! Okay fuck it, it definitely was!

Why do you always play " tujhse naraaz nhi mai zindagi " when you are sad and why even years later, when papa left the tunes keep resounding in that twisted brain of yours.

Tell me why you are so obessed with football and why are you glued to the tv screens and looking at those hot messes.

Let's always discuss why DC is always better than marvel?
What do you think about an " afterlife" ?
Do you think we will make it there somehow?
Hey look at me the way you look at your kfc chicken buckets!
I wanna know the last time you cried yourself to sleep or tried to think about life as a dark gloomy place and why there is so much suffering ?

Why you feel love hurts before it even begins?
You may be your biggest fan , but I'm damn sure that I'm able to love you like you can never love yourself. We may be not agree all the times , I know sometimes we'll mess it up , we'll not meet each other at times , but when we'll meet,when I'll look at you , you find yourself being sweetly looked at by the sweetest and the most loving girl .

And lastly let me ask you why do you think Messi is better than Ronaldo ? Because no matter what Messi is hot , like how Messi my questions are getting right now?

Let's save the rest for the next date shall we? IF YOU ARE NOT ALREADY TIRED!
Well if you are, remember I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy wishing he would love her back!

From,
Your future lover.