I Will Not Waste My Days To Worry About All The Things That Will Not Happen To Me

Aren't you all are scared that next moment might be your last? What if you died before you actually lived? When someone asks me about my fears I tell them I fear being forgotten and not forgetting something worth remembering . We don't know if we will ever live long enough! May be the correct thing to do would be live right here in this moment and making forever out of this.

1. When you are heart broken and haven't eaten something from past 2 days other than old conversations and sipped unfulfilled promises , try to smile so wide that they discover it on Google maps.

You lived through the storm despite being all. And here you are breathing more sad than ever but isn't you experienced a good measure of life lived well?

2. There's a boy across your street that smiles so much . You sometimes thinks he's crazy . But this boy is trying to escape the chaos of his life and when you smile back he realises life is hard but somedays your smile makes it worth everything . So next time you question your worth think of the people who look upto you or wait for your text or smile. Don't tell me nobody cares . People are scared of what might go wrong that they never say things that may end up being right.

3. There's more in life than texting random strangers on internet and drinking beers on Saturdays . May be if we stop living for weekends and start enjoying where we are, acceptance and happiness will come more easily to us.

4. If we draw the graph of your life and how far you've come its always a linear one. No matter what anyone says about your progress no matter how small are worth it. And if every of your success doesn't need a glorious celebration I don't know what does!

5. I've lost my friend in an accident last month it was some thing neither of us see coming. You see no matter how much ypu prepare for your exams there's always something out of syllabus and you've to live with the results for the rest of your life. And forgetting never helps. So you swallow the truth and be thankful for it because that what people we love wants us to do. To not forget them but also to not remember them like the back of our hands. Just love them long after they are gone.

6. Don't tell someone , tell me who you want me to be, Just please don't leave me. Loving someone so much that we lose who we are , isn't love. This isn't romantic, this is tragic , this is flawed. Don't stay with him just because loneliness scares you. This temporary happiness is a source of eternal grief. Let them go , let them be . Let yourself live.

The next moment is uncertain some of us will be dancing, some of us will be singing , some of us will be dying. The clock seems to be running a marathon. May be instead of trying to be at so many places at once, just live where we are right now.