Ess andheri raat k tanhayi ko samete hue mai ghar k ek kone mai baithi soch rhi thi...soch rhi thi ya yun kahiye sametne ki kosis kar rhi thi bite kuch mhino ya salo k unn dabe kuchle yaado ko jinhe kab ka chhd kar aaj Mai etna aage bdh chuki hun.. kisi se sach hi kha hai aap aage to bdh jaate hai har ek sadme se nikal kar lekin jab bhi kaali andheri raat mai khi akele mai baithe unn sadmo k baare mai yaad krte hai to dard aaj bhi bhut hota hai lekin aap ess baat se bhi enkar nhi kar skte ki ab aapko unn bato se unn dheeme se hone wale dard se kuch khasa frk nhi pdta aap ab khud ko etna majbut bna chuke ho ki uss dard ko bina roye bina chikhe chillae hi bardast kar skte ho... Khair ghar k kone mai pde pde Mai raat k 3bje unn yaado ko soch rhi thi jo mere liye mayne rakhte hai unn yaado ko bnane wale log mayne rakhte hai wo baat alag hi hai ki waqt k sath har ek k zindagi mai mere mayne badalte chale gye... Aaj bhi hai ek dard mere sine Mai ab to aadat si ho gyi hai ess dard ki maza sa aane lga hai ab ess dard ko mahsus krne mai aur Zindagi bhi kya khoob mehrban hai mujhpe jo har baar koi na koi wjh de hi deti hai ess dard se milne wale maza ko chakne ka... Yun to raat har roj hoti hai har roj din aese hi gujrte chale jaate hai lekin waqt ka pahiya jaise ruk sa jata hai raat hote hi yaad krti hun aaj bhi unn purane waqt ko aur unn waqt mai shamil logo ko to bss etna hi paati hun ab na hi wo waqt hai aur na hi wo log jaise waqt chala ja chuka hai waise hi uss waqt mai shamil log bhi ja chuke hai aur jaroori hai ki uss waqt ko pkde reh kar khud ko takleef dene se achha hai ki tum bhi apne yaado k basto to sameto aur chalti bno shayd yhi tumhare liye ek sahi faisla hoga jo waqt ne tumhare liye liya hai.

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