It can hurt when someone who knows you the best and you think you know the best flips.
You believe that your loved ones will support you but it hurts when they don’t.
When you think you can do something and it can give you peace but it fails.
When you finally breathe that a gaping wound is all closed but it tears open and spills blood.
You do things to make someone happy and the happiness of that someone really means to you but finally, you get to know that you can never satisfy that person.
When you figure out almost every person around you is dumb in certain perspectives.
When you can’t do the one thing that provides you with happiness.
When someone pulls you into their lives on their accord and just shuts you out once they lose interest in you.
When hypocrites ask you not to be a hypocrite.
When someone keeps you on a waiting list.
When you realize a person was just with you for a temporary reason and just wants to leave you.
When you are told about what "you" deserve and don’t
When people misunderstand you for a single response of yours
When you can realize that you can never fight your fears.
When you lose the people who mean the most
When people hurt you just because you never show or tell them your feelings
When you get trolled but everyone stays quiet
When you can’t voice your frustrations
You think you can plan it all in your life but at the nothing happens the way neither you’ve planned nor you want.
When you think about all the decisions that you took in the past which has led you to the living present.
When you are alone at night working and no one is around you.
When silence screams sonorously.
Getting locked up in your headspace unable to come out of it or stop thinking.
When someone breaks your torn heart into pieces.
When a bunch of people who don’t even know each other but knows you are all angry with you at a time and the best part is you don’t even know that they are angry.
When you hate yourself for being what you are.
Things can hurt you real bad but it doesn’t mean that you have to stop being yourselves. You are you it cannot be changed and if people can’t cope with it then don’t blame it all on yourselves. You don’t have to feel miserable just because someone wants you to feel that way. You can’t keep changing yourselves according to someone’s interests. Be yourself and love the way you are it's the primary step to gain respect is you accepting yourself. If you don’t accept yourself it will be extremely easy for others to exploit you.
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.